Still life.

Darri says: life is goooooood
Ben says: same here hun
we turned out alright didnt we
Darri says: we did. golly. love you dude.
Ben says: love ya too miss



This made me really happy today, nostalgia came flooding back to me.
I don't know why this made me so happy.
Must be the new year.

I do believe in fairies. I do. I do.

Happy new years.
Lets hope this one proves better than the last.

Anyone have a black bodycon skirt?

Shopping with ciara is my favourite thing.

• looking everywhere for bodycon skirts that aren't there anymore! Ciara only realises she doesn't hate things once they go out of style, that's how she rolls ;)
• doing good deads! we found a grannies phone, and contacted a load of people in her phonebook, looked at her pictures, and got to see her be happy when she came back to collect it :)
• seeing old friends that we don't like anymore. always fun.
• meeting new friends via lighter possession! always good.
• going to different shoe shops because i can't decide which one i want to buy my new converse out of, even though they're exactly the same. ciara bes very patient with me :)
• having that long awaited smoke. hurm.
• her being there and telling me to buy things, instead of just being like "i dunnnooooo" like everyone else agrrrrr
• only buying band tops if we like the band. it's a sacred rule.
• ROMANTIC MEALS. in dingy restaurants. i love it when one of us pays, then the next time the other one does. We are awesome.
• Cups with two straws =D

This is ciara dodgeing the photo. with the granny phone. in one of our favourite restaurants.

Loving life.

Christmas Times

Hello strawberry.
Mr strawberry.
Hi.

Did everyone have a nice christmas? :) i got some lovely presents.

I put the tree up on christmas eve, it was cool because we haven't done that in years.

Spent a load of time with my bro, which is ace. We watched the south park movie last night it was awesomeeeee, he's like the soundest person ever in my life.

The christmas break has been really amazing to be honest. I've worked, i've loved, i've hugged, and i've spent time with the favouritest people in my life, apart from two who i really wanna see... ): Oh and i've blown like 150 quid on clothes alone in the space of like 2 weeks EEK. And i intend to spend more! oh yes i do.

I've spent alot of time with the main man in my life, which has been beautiful. I feel really close to him now, closer than i've ever felt, but i also feel like there's alot more to find out about him, more parts of his body to explore, more ways to kiss, to touch.. more stories to hear, more secrets to be told. Which is exactly perfect for me. I'm excited to be loved right now.

Don't have much else to say right now.
Latazzzzz mista straaaawwwwberryy ;)

Snowheart <3

(8) Oily marks appear on walls

Where pleasure moments hung before.

The takeover, the sweeping insensitivity of this..still life.

Hide and seek.

Trains and sewing machines.

(Oh, you won't catch me around here)

Blood and tears,

They were here first. (8)

Snow's here.

the first time i saw a speck of it, i was under a street lamp, holding a warm hand.

i wanted to take a picture of it.

instead i just stood there and looked at it, until i was pulled away.

Today it's so deep.

I did such a pretty picture in it.

do you like it?

Last night was awesome.

I felt a bit like this...

If that makes sense..

i had some beautiful kisses.

i felt really proud when two strands of my life met and mixed.

and i observed the people i shared a tiny room with in a completely different light.

which caused them to ask if i was ok, which i thought was hilarious :)

i cleaned up my best friends sick.

then i cleaned up another friend's sick, who was only sick because the other chick was sick.

pahahahahaha.

then i ran downstairs with this girl. and we were mesmerized by the fact that suddenly the outside of her house was completely coated in white, untouched by footprints as it was 5.30 in the morning. i pressed my face against the glass, breathed, and forgot everything for about 3 minutes. it was really special to me.

that's all for now.

enjoy the snow while it's here please, as the serenity and beauty of untouched snow cannot be matched by any other sight.

Pick your pretty heart right off the ground! (or your boyfriends bed)

(8) And so it is.. Just like you said it should be..

We'll both forget the breeze..Most of the time..

I can't take my eyes off you..I can't take my eyes...

I can't take my mind off you..

I can't take my mind...

My mind...

My mind...

..'Til I find somebody (8)

I had a really unusual night on sunday.

I went to my boyfriends house.

And like.. i've been before, but this was like the first time with just us..

There were times where i felt a little awkward.. like i was making it awkward by saying things that didn't make sense.. then there were times when we were overly comfortable with each other, which was a bit wierd too, because i felt maybe it was too comfortable. I don't want us to lose mystery with each other, if that makes sense.

It was nice though, it was easy.

we just talked for a while, and... i like just talking to him.

i can just talk the biggest load of shite,

i can let my thoughts just spill out.

and i don't hold back.

if i have a dream about alien tadpoles, i can explain it to him.

and he'll listen, that's the bit that throws me.

wowee zowee.

AHH I JUST FOUND A SAY ANYTHING SONG I'VE NEVER HEARD BEFORE! OHMYFUCKINGGOD. lifelovingalltheway.. You should probably listen to this, everytime i hear a song i've never heard before by max.. it just leaves a really stupid grin on my face. i look like an idiot right now.. Ciara will probably like it, she likes things with piano's that go DUM..DUM..DUM and she does this little cute thing where she acts out playing the piano when she's demonstrating coldplay songs :) read her blog right now.

Ok i was telling a story.

We watched jackass, and some spoof movies that im really only used to watching with my bro.(God i miss my bro.)

And it was.....content.

I woke up in his arms.

And it felt real, and pure.

Except that he didn't get up for like four hours.

And he kept waking up and telling me half of his dreams, then falling back asleep, which was pretty dayumm funny.

I swear that boys face was tattooed in my brain

..he doesn't have much to look at in his room haha.

here's a picture of our hands.

i was liking it.

Then he made me this crazy meal for breakfast/lunch and it was like pasta, with garlic bread, and two random waffles, we were really living the student dream (he lives in like the university area of belfast)

And after he was like saying that he was really tired and everything, it made me feel like an evil lifesucker superheroe or something! pulling energy from those i love!

Awh mannnnnn and my money came through, and i am BUZZING about shopping times! i am wanting some new black heels, i seen these AMAZING shoes from topshop boutique, but they're like 130 quid.. i don't know if i could bring myself to do it like, because they'd only end up a mess, and i don't really wear heels, but dammit i want a treat :)

AHH ANOTHER SAYANYTHING SONG, AND ITS FUCKING NEW!

NEW SONGS, MEANING A NEW ALBUM,

MEANING MAYBE A TOUR?

MEANING MAYBE I'M GOING TO BE TRAVELLING TO WHEREVER THE FUCK MAX IS.

Quote of the day-

"words just stop meaning stuff"

-ciara confused.

This is life.

-Where are we?

-We're everywhere...and anywhere...

...Together