The First <3

I tried to find a picture for this blog...
i really did.
Like i wanted this to be a picture blog.
But nothing fits.

I tried to put lyrics in too,
I can't find them either.

What is it that i want to say at this point?
I am happy.
I am complete.
You told me that you're mine.
I didn't write back.
I'm telling you now,
I am yours.
I love you.

Nutella on top please.

I'm amazed by myself and my brothers attempt to look after ourselves.
Instead of heating up soup, we ordered in two curry half and halfs.
For dessert I scooped out some vanilla ice cream, my bro got out a rolling thingy and starting beating the life out of a packet of cookies, then continued to cut up a banana and add it to the dessert.
We mutually brainstormed when we seen the nutella.
It just had to go on.

Oh! and I ended up getting those awesome texts I wanted, the kind that you wake up to at 4 o'clock in the morning, and don't think it's real..

I think maybe he had a near death experience, or was high, or just got hit on the head, that's how cool they were.

Lovin' life!

Outties xx

We are not afraid of you grown-ups!

Wells..

what what. forgot to write about corrymeela.

It was all good, then WHOOSH, me and GG went off and suddenly there was a search party going on.

blehh, they were gonna send us home and all.

Whatever.

Still need to talk to the prinicipal etc, and they rang my momma.

blehh again.

And consequently, everyone think's we're sleeping together. what what.

But i am IMMENSELY happy, i'm lovin my new job! :)

I'm lovin talkin to daniel, you are ace.

I'm lovin new followers! welcome, ellis and the_blanga_is :)

lovin life for the win !

xx

Conversation of the day

miss dowds.... O'driscoll i love you =D says:
i just fully came thinking about you
boner or wah
Hey Daryl. Wantin a bitta Gavshmexx says:
HAHAHAHA
babe
miss dowds.... O'driscoll i love you =D says:
i know you want me so bad
Hey Daryl. Wantin a bitta Gavshmexx says:
i do
miss dowds.... O'driscoll i love you =D says:
come sit on santas lap
Hey Daryl. Wantin a bitta Gavshmexx says:
thats sick :L

Im in love. I have found my dream car.

breathe. breathe. don't hyperventilate.

I've seen love go by my door

It's never been this close before

Never been so easy or so slow.

Been shooting in the dark too long

When somethin's not right it's wrong.

I've only known careless love,

It's always hit me from below.

This time around it's more correct

Right on target, so direct.

Purple clover, Queen Anne lace,

Crimson hair across your face,

You could make me cry if you don't know.

Can't remember what I was thinkin' of

You might be spoilin' me too much, love.

Flowers on the hillside, bloomin' crazy,

Crickets talkin' back and forth in rhyme,

Blue river runnin' slow and lazy,

I could stay with you forever

And never realize the time.

Situations have ended sad,

Relationships have all been bad.

But there's no way I can compare

All those scenes to this affair,

You're gonna make me lonesome when you go.

You're gonna make me wonder what I'm doin',

Stayin' far behind without you.

You're gonna make me wonder what I'm sayin',

You're gonna make me give myself a good talkin' to.

"Nothing that's worth having in this world comes easy"

You're gonna have to leave me now,

I know.

You're gonna make me lonesome when you go.

Pretty In Punk

(8) I'm too terrified and would you mind if I sat next to you and watched you smile

So many kids but I only see you

And I don't think you notice me

Well I've seen your boyfriend and I don't think he treats you right

But that's none of my business is it? (8)

Prom. Formal. Whatever.

Was well good.

Actual formal was ok, like they gave us free booze, that was cool.

my date didn't seem to appreciate me drinking, and i had planned not to, but when i seen one of my mates roll in blocked, and the literal 6 minute hug he gave me, i couldn't really resist.

sooooooo we danced for ages... and me and The Babe (guy who i've been helping with art) went out for like a zillion smokes, and i voted him for prom king. instead he got the "stud" award and got a dom as a price. how queer.

Then we were standing outside the toilets and actual prom king walked past and i was like GIVE M THE CROWN and he was like.. "if you kiss him" and i was like GIVE HIM THE CROWN and he said it again and pushed us together, which was like.. a tad awkward after.. i was like whoa that wasn't forced at all.. cya..

then we went for another smoke and i was like checking how much it was raining.. and The Babe came over and like.. whoa man it was ace like. it was so damn good.

whoa. Felt bad about my date though =/

And jehoviahs witness asked me and my friend to dance! then he held me and spun me around and was trying to teach me how to dance ahhh was so ledge.

pfft, then the sportsbowl! legende!

everyone gave me drink..

me and Matt were like running about with a big bottle of apple sours.

i got told to get off the snooker table.

i got chatted up by a really handsome guy but i wasn't feeling it.

i helped out this chick who is just soooo beautifulll because some wanker said he didn't wanna go out with her, even though he brought her to the formal and kissed her n all :(

i raced another girl up all these bowling alleys.
was basically just an ace night.

got in at 5 but my momma got up to see if i was ok bless her..

hmm..

picture time.

Robert Smith Vs. Dracula

my brother wrote that on the blackboard in the kitchen.
i'm really impressed by how legendary he is.


i went to the formal last night, but i don't really wanna write about it yet.
i'll write about it when i find pictures, and piece together the parts of it i've forgotten.
i was watching scrubs the other day, and JD had a list of things he wanted to do before he turned 30.
then i was listening to this song, and i was like... hey i should write a "20 things before 20" list.
yano, give me something to work towards. what else am i doing lately.




so listen to the song and have a read. i have a feeling you will be impressed. and want to write your own list. link me if you are legend enough to do this.

• work somewhere where i actually get a good discount and a christmas bonus. like topshop. or new look. the only thing i've ever got was an impulse set from an employer who would rather pretend to care by wrapping up a 3 pound set than actually give you a bonus. sneaky.
• get with a jehoviahs witness, its seems like a bit of a challenge.
• get busy under water.
• go to an outdoor festival, complete with mud and dope.
• learn to drive, and buy dream car. something that looks like it's out of a bad 80's cop drama, that makes noise when you start the engine, and has an unusual quirk that'll get ya nervous going for M.O.T. add a lil drama. will they notice the back door is aways jammed and i have to crawl through the back seat to leave in my shopping? or pass me on that lil wink i just gave the depressed test guy?
• go on a road trip, overcome fear of not washing for more than a day.
• do a really bad karaoke in a club. preferably a gay one, where transvestites force me into it. i always regret not taking that up.
• properly chat up a girl and buy her a drink.
• do 20 shots in a row, preferably outside Custom house square, on the pavement, with ciara. film this.
• attempt to live with someone outside my family for more than a week.
• get a piercing, and a tattoo
• shave some of my hair. maybe an undercut just, with something like "rabbit" shaved into it. throw everyone off guard when i wear it up. that would rock.
• get a romantic interest to buy me a little cute bracelet, that's like the only present i've ever wanted to recieve from a dude.
• sleep under the stars, or at least try.
• flash someone.
• kiss someone deadly looking in the pouring rain.
• go out to dinner with someone cool and actually eat infront of them. get over this fear of eating, daryl.
• be in a band. even if it's a shit one.
• drink to the point of not remembering anything the next day. like Dude, wheres my car and The hangover.
• come back to this list and tick off everything i've done

that's me done for now.

peace out homies. xx

Remembering Sunday

(8) And even though she doesn't believe in love

He's determined to call her bluff

Who could deny these butterflies?

They're filling his gut (8)

I can't be assed with a proper blog today, so it's going to be all different shizz that doesn't take alot of work. Listen to 'Remembering sunday' by all time low, its fucking great.

Convo with roisin about shoes.

miss dowds.... says:
Ew
Hey Daryl. Rois is a buck says:
shuddup
miss dowds.... says:
Dont wear them
Hey Daryl. Rois is a buck says:
shuddup loserface
miss dowds.... says:
Ull get cooties..
Lol
=D
only jokin ciaras a babe an a half
What u at then?
You slabbbbbbering =)
Ill knack yee out..
With hugs!
Hey Daryl. Rois is a buck says:
HAHAHAHA
i love that
quote of the day.
miss dowds.... says:
Haahaaa sweeeeeet =)
Ur my 'babe of the day'
Hey Daryl. Rois is a buck says:
i have an intense love for u baby.
miss dowds.... says:
Yayyyyyy! Haha dude my date with josh is on friday 13th haahaa x
Hey Daryl. Rois is a buck says:
so's my formal!
BAD TIMES

miss dowds.... says:
Haahaa!
Good start for me an josh lol

Convo with Sean about male insecurities.

Say what u want about me but modern warefare 2 if omg brilliant says:
talk about penis envy ' mines is 12inches , mines is 13 , ive got a tatoo on mines ..... ooooooooo nice '

Hey Daryl. Rois is a buck says:
hahahahahahahahahahaha
big penis' are overrated.
Say what u want about me but modern warefare 2 if omg brilliant says:
aint that music to my ears lmao oj
im pretty sure im like at the normal size for my age
Hey Daryl. Rois is a buck says:
good, glad to hear ur normal
apparently 5-7 inches is average.
pfft.

Say what u want about me but modern warefare 2 if omg brilliant says:
for what age ?
Hey Daryl. Rois is a buck says:
im guessing 18
Say what u want about me but modern warefare 2 if omg brilliant says:
it better be
Hey Daryl. Rois is a buck says:
THERE IS HOPE FOR AVERAGE SIZED PENIS' EVERYWHERE.

This picture is class :) I can't wait to drive!

These are beautiful lyrics, make me happy.

Oh, I can see now
That all of these clouds are following me
In my desperate endeavor
To find my whoever, wherever she may be

I'm not coming back, I've done something so terrible
I'm terrified to speak but you'd expect that from me
I'm mixed up, I'll be blunt
Now the rain is just washing you out of my hair

eugh. choices suck out my life.

(8) Will you meet me halfway? (8)

Today i realised that you cannot keep control of everything, all the time, no matter how hard you try.

I cannot control the people who have some kind of a superiority complex.
I cannot control the fact that i am no longer the smartest person..
I can't help that i feel i'm growing apart from people, so fast that it's hard to remember who exactly i'm growing apart from...
I can't make my teacher tell me what to do, fuck it, she doesn't even know.
I can't control the way i feel this very moment.

I can't control my urge to throw everything away, to start over once again.
And follow my heart, rather that these stupid, stupid rational thoughts.

I want to be happy again, i hate that this school is making me change as a person. I have to do something.

xx

The End Of Nothing

When you know..
That my heart is in a pretty disorder
And you should know..
That in my heart you fill every corner

I really give up.

17p doughnuts and 13p water.

Today was awesome.
I found out my formal date is buying my ticket, he's like the most soundest guy ever.
He said he's getting my momma chocolates and me a corsage :)
I hope he gets me a nice one.

An old friend of mine mentioned my favourite flower casually in conversation last week
and i was like woooow.... what?
and he'd remembered from like ages ago.....
that really touched me like....

Formal date brought me to tesco's today (my mate bought such cheap food... if i was ever a hobo i'd try to live in tesco's toilets and just buy baked beans and bottled tap water) and thankfully he's a good driver.
I dragged my friend along, and she was stuck beside this absolute babe.. like he was one of the first people i noticed in that school. she didn't really see it until she had a dream about him.. and her opinion changed.
Then he started moaning at me because i hadn't acknowledged him on the bus, he said i always ignore him so i'm gonna make an effort.
I really wanna know what the craic is with him, i heard he like won't kiss anyone until he knows he's gonna marry them.
That's a strong belief if i've ever heard one i tell ya.

well's gonna go here.
was gonna see if The Dude wanted to meet up, but if he doesn't i think i shall just go with the formal date to get his outfit. bless him.

Welcome! new follower Gaby.
Thanks for the love people.
Xo

"You Look Like Snoopy And It Makes Me Smile"

(8) Why would I have to quit if time makes me older ?

Why do they wonder why I never get bored ?

How could I tell them that I'll never let go

But hey, you're my man but they just won't understand (8)

Had a bit of a shitty day today.

I feel like i'm not fitting in as well as i probably should be.

It's probably because i'm not trying.

But i have this wierd superiority thing, like i don't feel like it should be ME who has to try.

Eugh i'm not a likeable person sometimes.

Like i really could not be assed today.

I ignored some people when they talked to me.

I got the bus with this girl and stared out the window the whole time, too wrapped up in my own thoughts to acknowledge her, until we got off the bus and i talked to her again.

She's really nice..

Suspiciously nice.

This week has been really hectic, was in Bristol and then i was in glasgow.

Glasgow was so so cool, i really loved it.

Bristol was awesome aswell, i really liked catching up with Ronnie, i missed him.

We played taptap revenge on the plane, he kept shaking it scarily it was so damn funny.

We went to some cool places, and he took me on like a pretend date to this italian place, it was class, then he whipped out this 50% off voucher, it made it look like he was a cheap boyfriend or something, which i thought was hilarious :)

I caught up with Paulie aswell.

It was really unusual to be with him again.

I felt like something is missing.

He was a good boyfriend to me, i really wish my head had been in the right place, i might have treated him better.

But i guess people can't help how they feel.

You can't help being in love with someone else.

I'm trying to make it up to him though, so i bought him a cookie.

Quote of the day-

"1...2....*points to a cloud* THAT'S NOT A SHEEP!"

-roisin as she counted the "sheep" on the pjs she borrowed off me