Pick your pretty heart right off the ground! (or your boyfriends bed)

(8) And so it is.. Just like you said it should be..

We'll both forget the breeze..Most of the time..

I can't take my eyes off you..I can't take my eyes...

I can't take my mind off you..

I can't take my mind...

My mind...

My mind...

..'Til I find somebody (8)

I had a really unusual night on sunday.

I went to my boyfriends house.

And like.. i've been before, but this was like the first time with just us..

There were times where i felt a little awkward.. like i was making it awkward by saying things that didn't make sense.. then there were times when we were overly comfortable with each other, which was a bit wierd too, because i felt maybe it was too comfortable. I don't want us to lose mystery with each other, if that makes sense.

It was nice though, it was easy.

we just talked for a while, and... i like just talking to him.

i can just talk the biggest load of shite,

i can let my thoughts just spill out.

and i don't hold back.

if i have a dream about alien tadpoles, i can explain it to him.

and he'll listen, that's the bit that throws me.

wowee zowee.

AHH I JUST FOUND A SAY ANYTHING SONG I'VE NEVER HEARD BEFORE! OHMYFUCKINGGOD. lifelovingalltheway.. You should probably listen to this, everytime i hear a song i've never heard before by max.. it just leaves a really stupid grin on my face. i look like an idiot right now.. Ciara will probably like it, she likes things with piano's that go DUM..DUM..DUM and she does this little cute thing where she acts out playing the piano when she's demonstrating coldplay songs :) read her blog right now.

Ok i was telling a story.

We watched jackass, and some spoof movies that im really only used to watching with my bro.(God i miss my bro.)

And it was.....content.

I woke up in his arms.

And it felt real, and pure.

Except that he didn't get up for like four hours.

And he kept waking up and telling me half of his dreams, then falling back asleep, which was pretty dayumm funny.

I swear that boys face was tattooed in my brain

..he doesn't have much to look at in his room haha.

here's a picture of our hands.

i was liking it.

Then he made me this crazy meal for breakfast/lunch and it was like pasta, with garlic bread, and two random waffles, we were really living the student dream (he lives in like the university area of belfast)

And after he was like saying that he was really tired and everything, it made me feel like an evil lifesucker superheroe or something! pulling energy from those i love!

Awh mannnnnn and my money came through, and i am BUZZING about shopping times! i am wanting some new black heels, i seen these AMAZING shoes from topshop boutique, but they're like 130 quid.. i don't know if i could bring myself to do it like, because they'd only end up a mess, and i don't really wear heels, but dammit i want a treat :)

AHH ANOTHER SAYANYTHING SONG, AND ITS FUCKING NEW!

NEW SONGS, MEANING A NEW ALBUM,

MEANING MAYBE A TOUR?

MEANING MAYBE I'M GOING TO BE TRAVELLING TO WHEREVER THE FUCK MAX IS.

Quote of the day-

"words just stop meaning stuff"

-ciara confused.

Legend Lifetimes.

(8) Don't you shiver
Shiver
Sing it loud and clear
I'll always be waiting for you (8)

Life is so awesome right now.. whoa's.

Like i had such a shitty time last weekend.. i'm still recovering.

I still feel shit about it.

But not as much now.

But recently things seem pretty good =/

I'm happy, i'm pleased..

I'm.... satisfied..

Hm.

Went to Belfast again today, was pretty ace.

First of all, I met this dude James when i was getting on the bus, and he just like dumped a tent on the road and got back on the bus and i was like = dude.. and he waved me up to the back where he was sitting with his two mates and like halfway through the bus drive i realised they both had tails.

No joke.

Tails.

And he was talking about 'Furries' and he goes 'but you don't know what furries are' and i was like... "erm.. actually man, i do" and for the first time he actually looked embarrassed, but then was strangely impressed that i knew this. Anyone who does not know what furries are should like.. check that out paha. Was gonna get a pic up here but like.. can't do it :

When they got off the bus they kept their tails on. Bus driver got wacked up the face by james' tail and like his expression was priceless :L

Met up with Roisin and just slummed it out. I got a new skirt :) I really like it, even though it's see-through so i'm just always gonna have to wear stuff under..

This guy tried to get us to go to this gig, and had like a band member on hand to tell us how good they are. I thought that was pretty funny like.. it's like he had nothing better to do than wander the streets trying to convince people to listen to him. And his mate was like "if you two aren't there i'm personally going to hunt ya's down" and we were like TOPSHOP and sprinted.

What else.. Got the bus and my mate was there, so it was good to have someone to talk to.. But it was wierd aswell, like with the history we have etc.. and he's fully on the rebound, even though he tries to deny it.. it was wierd. I stole his hat which was funny. That is a good hat. My life's mission is to have that hat.

So apart from Rois trying to copy me today ("i think i'm gonna get glasses like yours.." "how do you put your hair up like that?") hahaha by the end of the day it was a joke like, she's awesomee :)

Oh and he made me waffles. I love him.

Quote of the day-

"Remember we used to play this? where the FUCK is he now?"

-Roisin on the where's wally? book we found in urban outfitters