Splash splash in the stupid sea of love.

(8) Come with me.. My love.. To the sea.. The sea of love

I wanna tell you.. How much.. I love you (8)

Last night I told him everything I needed to tell him. And he did the same I think. I feel so wierd today, so disconnected to everything. And I have to go to a stupid new fucking school tomorrow. I really really don't wanna. I'd just like to quit school for now. Go where I shoulda been going this tuesday...

I promise you this, I'll always look out for you. Yeah that's what i'll do.....

Is everything gonna be cool from now on? I don't even know where this leaves me.

So I don't know. And I don't know how he knew those things either. But I seen like this different side to him. A jealous side, a caring side etc... And I loved it...

Last night was so cool anyway, we went to Nikki's and got the summer crew together. Christina woke up with a wotsit in her bra. Says it all really.

Quote of the day

"Would you two girls like to come back to my flat to have crazy, three way, steamy, horny, drunken sex?"

-"Martin", a random, sober guy with guts. If you don't ask you don't get I suppose.

I most definately am a virgin

indeed i am

Dayum you a sexy bitch

(8) I am covered in skin..no-one gets to come in..

pull me out from inside..I am.. colourblind..

coffee black and egg white..pull me out from inside..

I am ready.. I am ready.. I am ready..

I am.. fine (8)

FML like gawd why do things never work out these days >.>

WHY CAN'T THINGS BE SIMPLE!??

eughh diediedie..

I (L) my new man-interest (: pretty much am loving the way he's talking to me. how legendary.

everybody listen to Colorblind by Counting Crows. it's beautiful.

quote of the day

remember in first year when I stood on a muffin and fell down the stairs?

-james on school experiences

This is how i feel now.

(8) You're the one thing I got right

The only one I let inside

Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me (8)

msn?

how you gonna get that?


another quote!!

I wanna be a pirate. I wish i could speak pirate all the time.

-ciara on facebook

busy days that are meant to be chilled days :/

(8) and if i could swim, i'd swim out to you in the ocean

swim out to where you are floating in the dark

and if i was blessed, i'd walk on the water you're breathing

to lend you some air for that heaving sunken chest (8)

went to townnn today and met ciara and aine and a few from camping which was cool.

although ciara got a baby ditched onto her!

and we had to get it a peppa pig bag

but they didn't have peppa pig

i guess it's dora the explorer for you suckaaa

blehhhhh well i got a little annoyed today... i don't like people.

i don't like people who change infront of others. fucks me off big time. no need.

i don't like people who use analogy's for everything. please say what you mean, yes?

i don't like people who try and make me like what they like. i like being with people who are different from me with different tastes and opinions. that's why i like you so stop being an asshole.

quote of the day

I'm gonna use that image as lighter fluid when i'm... cooking alone ;)

-conor on lesbian experiences.

brilliant..

I have a thing for wierdly attractive men ok?

(8) now we're gettin down early in the afternoon

we do a hundred sketchy things i swore id never get to do

theres a fire in your smile..let me watch for awhile

can't keep my eyes off your legs with that dress on you

wake me up now, i need this so bad

all the drugs i could fit in my lungs

couldn't fuck me up half as hard as the understated one

ive been waiting all my life for this (8)

maxbemismaxbemismaxbemis

he's not "conventionally goodlooking"

but dudes.. he is like the sexiest man alive.

like don't watch this video if you don't want to fall in love with him.. my favourite say anything song acoustic! amazing :)

i even seen this guy last time i was working and asked for his number. solely because he kinda looked like max.

aghhhh that sweet curly-ish hair. the broad shoulders. the biting lip thing he does. that cute smile! i love men that smile. men who try to be moody all the time do my head in. back to max... fuckkk...

New Glasses! Wierd Hair! Wonderful.

(8) I close my eyes when I get too sad, I think thoughts that I know are bad

I close my eyes and I count to ten, Hope its over when I open them

I want the things that I had before, Like a Star Wars poster on my bedroom door

I wish I could count to ten, Make everything be wonderful again (8)

i got new glasses! and wierd hair! as the title suggests.

i was going to get these clip on flip up sunglasses things like Paul McGanns in withnail and i.. i was fully impressed that you could buy these for like 5.50 but my mother really didn't like them. i should probably wait until i see more sun anyway, the weather in ireland is way dull right now.


Ciara got her hair done too, she doesn't like it. we took pictures though i think it's pretty sweeeet like..

hers looks well pretty there actually =D god i love those glasses

ANYWAY

we're going into town tomorrowwwww to get

dizzee freakin rascal tickets!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh excitement!

it's on GCSE result night too :) 27th :) with vampire weekend :O whoa whoa.

it was like 29 quid. and me being the broke bitchhh i am, i told my dad about it and he was all laughing because of the whole being-called-dizzee-rascal-thing and then he said he saw him on johnathan ross and said he sang a song and i was like OMG IT WAS PROBABLY BONKERS and sang it and he was impressed at my happiness and laughed again and was all 'don't worry about it sweetheart i'll send over the money for the concert' i thought that was super duper nice =D i'm far too hard on him sometimes. he's genuinely a good man, just a little thoughtless sometimes and void of emotion? maybe? it's his circumstances too, like i wouldn't want to have to deal with the kinda shit he puts up with =/ sheesh

Promises mean everything, When you're little and the world so big..I just don't understand how you can smile with all those tears in your eyes..When you tell me everything is wonderful now..

quote of the day

"That guy in there must think we're gonna make some milky bread soup"

-ciara on grocery purchases

I pretty much loved that =D outties (y)

In The Woods, Reminiscing

(8) The forest is breathing along with us tonight (8)

It's been a while. Fraid i can't stay long.

Went camping recently. That was awesome. Ciaras mates are class like, i felt really comfortable with all of them.

The whole night we basically just talked shit and did random things. In the morning there were newspapers outside the tent, and nikki came back with two odd shoes that were different sizes and we had to solve those mysteries. It was pretty funny in the state we were in.

Next day we recovered in all these dingy restaurants. Perfecto.

Then i caught up with my old best mate from primary school which was unusual to say the least.. pretty much a night i'll never forget.

I'm off. More soon children. Much loveness.

Sporty Spice? Colourful Spice? Maybe Just Daryl.

(8) Well I don't want just a girl to fool around with.

Well I don't want just a girl to ball alright.

What I want is a girl that I care about.

Or I want nothing at all.

Picture this: I'm walking with my girlfriend

28 misguided souls combined say, "We're moving in"

There's a certain kind of girl that you care about so much

You say, "I don't care what you guys do to me, but her, DON'T TOUCH!" (8)

Hey friends.

whoa i feel super duper weird today.

im in a crazy baggy t-shirt mood...

ohmylord know what i did?

don't get excited it's not that great. I just didn't go into work. i'm sick of their incompetence. It's supposed to be a fucking proper establishment and they haven't a single clue how to run their business.

i'm not handing in a stupid notice again, like last time.

i'm just not going back.

work is never ever worth it if you aren't happy.

work should never make you unhappy, you don't need it if it does.

i don't care about a stupid reference.

i don't even care about capitalising silly little i's anymore.

Whatever..

jeez my back hurts like a bitch! it's so damn sore!

Again. Whatever. Listen to 'tickle me red' by Say anything. it's great. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JkWZ-_yMu7o&feature=related

Life Is Good Again.

It was a beautiful night

and we were holding hands

the stars shone so damn bright

and i was trying to make plans

But all i get out of you

is arghh arghh bleh bluhh

so hard to keep loving you

when all you say is arghh arghh bleh bluhh

zombie friend, i should have never let you in

zombie lover, i should have never let you win..

..My heart.

You lied.

You said you were alive.

But your head is so freakin dead.

I should have realised

when you ate that little kid

i made loads of excuses and told my mates

"he's just stupid"

but i still love you..

when we make out,

yeah you have stinky breath,

but i'll just hold my nose.

when we go out,

i'll ignore the excessive biting,

i'll just wear more clothes.

and when we make love,

i'll always make the first move.

Cause you've been hurt before,

and its left you black and blue..

...and green =D

I like life today.