I woke up in his arms today and we imagined.

one day i'll live in an apartment somewhere. somewhere everyone has a beautiful accent.

it will have one big room with wooden floors, big windows and white walls that will constantly be re-painted. polaroids will hold the only evidence of the art that existed there. an easel. a computer.

at night i'll sleep on a double mattress on the floor with white sheets. in the arms of an amazing man. in the corner will be a cot. within, a beautiful baby. ours.

This is our dream.

I don't feel like writing a whole bunch.

hello blog, i've missed you. it's been a while. see i've realised that when you're with someone, you actually want to BE with them, like all the time. therefore, i have zero seconds to even take out a pen.

i would write about valentines day, but it'll be nicer with pictures. and right now i'm in bed. on a phone. but it was nice to check up on everyone's blogs. even daniels. hi! :)

sleep awaits. i hope you guys are all very happy in your lives, and welcome to my new followers.

You.Are.Cherished.

18 going on extinct.

That's it. i'm not a baby anymore.
childhood is over.. how horrible.
i've been mildly depressed for the last few days, switching between "ah i can do what i want now!" and "cuddle me while i play with my toys and watch disney movies" (that's been my boyfriends job lately). and my dad rang the other day too. and he made me really sad. he was trying to get my beauty and the beast things for my non-existant car, and he couldn't find them.

i don't know why this was so depressing. but it was. :/

bye. x

vroom vroom! just kidding, i can't drive.

failed my driving test today. it was pretty suckish.

but this morning was good. Cute Boy and i chilled out at his house and he made me coffee and nutella on toast :) i was stressing out so we cuddled and when i was getting ready he was so lovely. i couldn't find my tights, or my damn hairclip and i was late. and he ran about his house, got me clips, wound up a music box, then hugged me tight and told me it was okay.

he's so comforting and beautiful and he always does the right thing.

i love him :)

Slow down, speed up?

my friend say on the phone to me last night that she would worry about me and Cute Boy getting too serious too quickly. she said things turn sour when people spend too much time with each other.

i tried to tell her that it's different with him.. that it feels like i'm doing something right for once...

but today it was almost like she was right. our morning walk was fine as always, then someone said something and i think he got jealous. it was wierd. anyway, we applied to uni's down south today! yay :)

I Love You.

So, okay i haven't blogged in a while, but i've been so so busy, doing coursework or being with the man. :) But i actually do have to write about this.

i went to Cute Boys house last night, he got me from the train of course and we got a bottle of wine from his restaurant, and some glasses. we watched Toy Story, and we were playin and stuff. then out of nowhere, he told me. he told me he loves me.

...it was so awesome.

so we're going to apply to uni's in the south of ireland and stay together. :)!

When i was younger, i always thought i'd end up with this "Dream Man".

he'd have beautiful dark eyes, and a mysterious expression. he'd be a gentleman, he'd put his coat on me, and take me out. we'd watch disney movies that we both loved. he'd always smell really good and be as passionate about art as i am. we would lie in bed all day and make up imaginary stories like i did when i was a kid. he'd stay on the phone for hours. he'd kiss me and hold my hand infront of his friends. he would always let me know how beautiful he thinks i am.
i can't believe i actually found him. :)