Dream Irish house to rent, along with acceptance into dream university? PLEASE.

i've spent this whole week in bed sick. really i should have blogged right? but i had like no energy :( i did do one productive thing though! i brought my portfolio (along with my boyfriends) down to the south to this art college we want to go to. i checked out the place and all, and there's this town down the road from the uni called Dawkey? or something? it's so beautiful. so we were searching for houses online today while he was over.

i feel like a grown-up. it's wierd, but exciting!

You.Are.Loved.

Romantic in our own way.

There's this website I really like called http://asianposes.com/, it's so awesome. But if you're white you suck, so I made Cute Boy do a couple. These were the last photos of me being 17 :( EVER. damn.

08/02/11

Haha, this actually goes against everything he stands for, it's so funny. but he know's it makes me happy. and he's adorable.

I liked this one because he was so busy looking at me that he didn't notice me taking a photo :)

12/02/11

Then he met some of my extended fam. Which was so cool. I bought this overly expensive carousel too, made from wood, and you can wind it up and it plays this old song "tea for two" and spins around slowly :) We both fell in love with it a bit.

13/02/11

So for my birthday/valentines day, we met on the train which was cool. Then the train messed up and we had to get off early, so we ended up walking past this BEAUTIFUL restaurant that i've always wanted to go to, and even though it was ultra expensive, we went in and made a reservation :) Then we went to the disney store, ahhhh and he bought me a stitch toy! I got him a toy story wallet. It was legend. He took me to the cinema and we watched TANGLEDDDDD which was so amazing :) I didn't even care that I cried infront of him. He held my hand the whole way through and cuddled me and stitch, it was lovely.

This was our hotel! we felt like grown-ups. I got changed in the bathroom and when i came out he smiled and kissed me and said I looked gorgeous. I can wear heels with him too! isn't that rad? and he's still taller!

14/02/11

This was valentines day itself! we went to cafe nero's and had melty chocolate cake. He also bought me a rose on the way down, which was sooo awesome. I didn't even ask, I was just looking at them, and he was all "daryl.. you want one of those?" :) i was like YAY. and see those glasses? yeah he BROKE them. my legendary glasses. we were at the hotel, and he PICKED ME UP and threw me on them! then he tried to fix it and it snapped off. so i was blind for like 20 MINUTES, AHH. then he bought me new ones :) he's keeping them so that people will know he's mine, la la.

anyway. I hope you guys had a killer valentines day. I've still gotta do a response to shannie, i will get on that soonish :) she's amazing!

ps, 30 followers? wowza. i love you guyssss :)

You. Are. Romantic.

I woke up in his arms today and we imagined.

one day i'll live in an apartment somewhere. somewhere everyone has a beautiful accent.

it will have one big room with wooden floors, big windows and white walls that will constantly be re-painted. polaroids will hold the only evidence of the art that existed there. an easel. a computer.

at night i'll sleep on a double mattress on the floor with white sheets. in the arms of an amazing man. in the corner will be a cot. within, a beautiful baby. ours.

This is our dream.

vroom vroom! just kidding, i can't drive.

failed my driving test today. it was pretty suckish.

but this morning was good. Cute Boy and i chilled out at his house and he made me coffee and nutella on toast :) i was stressing out so we cuddled and when i was getting ready he was so lovely. i couldn't find my tights, or my damn hairclip and i was late. and he ran about his house, got me clips, wound up a music box, then hugged me tight and told me it was okay.

he's so comforting and beautiful and he always does the right thing.

i love him :)

Slow down, speed up?

my friend say on the phone to me last night that she would worry about me and Cute Boy getting too serious too quickly. she said things turn sour when people spend too much time with each other.

i tried to tell her that it's different with him.. that it feels like i'm doing something right for once...

but today it was almost like she was right. our morning walk was fine as always, then someone said something and i think he got jealous. it was wierd. anyway, we applied to uni's down south today! yay :)

When i was younger, i always thought i'd end up with this "Dream Man".

he'd have beautiful dark eyes, and a mysterious expression. he'd be a gentleman, he'd put his coat on me, and take me out. we'd watch disney movies that we both loved. he'd always smell really good and be as passionate about art as i am. we would lie in bed all day and make up imaginary stories like i did when i was a kid. he'd stay on the phone for hours. he'd kiss me and hold my hand infront of his friends. he would always let me know how beautiful he thinks i am.
i can't believe i actually found him. :)

RAWR.