When i was younger, i always thought i'd end up with this "Dream Man".

he'd have beautiful dark eyes, and a mysterious expression. he'd be a gentleman, he'd put his coat on me, and take me out. we'd watch disney movies that we both loved. he'd always smell really good and be as passionate about art as i am. we would lie in bed all day and make up imaginary stories like i did when i was a kid. he'd stay on the phone for hours. he'd kiss me and hold my hand infront of his friends. he would always let me know how beautiful he thinks i am.
i can't believe i actually found him. :)

Can we lie in bed all day and watch it get dark outside? :)

meow, yesterday was so fucking awesome. i smoked a joint with my boyfriend in the snow, and we lay in bed all day in the apartment his family doesn't use. we went shopping and i bought my mumsie some chanel :) then he brought me back to his restaurant and we had a wee beaut dinner with wine. it was SO LOVELY.

i can't believe i'm so happy, at the start i didn't want anything because i thought it was impossible to feel anything for a long time.

...and now i'm falling for him.

it's amazing.. :)

no one is as lucky as us

this ended up being a pretty nice day.
i didn't get any stupid d+ papers or any of that shit. blerghh.
the sun was out, so matthew, gavgav and myself had a little seat outside, after i struggled with the microwave in the sixth form centre and saying "how does this even work?" (i don't own a microwave)
but gavin helped.
i had soupy soup. (crouton crouton)
and i won nervous THREE TIMES TODAY with matthew.
i am awesome.
driving instructor text me asking me to take more lessons too.
that's it really :)