..And happiness comes in the form of my adorable chinese boyfriend.

pfft and there i was, wanting to be single forEVER.

but man, there is just something about this boy that is so different. i can't believe i've been seeing him for like two months, and i'm only realising it now. we already agreed not to see other people. but that was stupid.

a friend asked us if we were going out today when we were in smoking alley because we were having cuddly time.. and i was like, meh i guess we are. why should i be scared of the WORD "boyfriend".

But hmm, he makes me happy :)

Fuck this bullshit, it's time for smiles.

earlier, my friend text me asking me if she should stay with her boyfriend.
obviously i have no right to answer this, one because i don't know him well enough to make an informed judgement and two, because i have no idea how he really makes her feel.
so i told her: do what makes you happy, regardless of what other people think.

you just have to.
sure, the odd cry gets out the sorrows, but people who get upset for days on end over little things need to CHILL THE FUCK OUT. it's ok!

You. Are. Happy :)

Day Seven.

The EX text me last night, shocker. he's doing that thing where he sends me like two texts then doesnt text me again. i don't really see the point. i know if i text him back it's likely i won't get a response. so i don't attempt to make conversation.

Today, Cute Boy helped me with photoshop, awesome. at the end of the day i thanked him and told him to text me. he doesn't have my number, but if he really wants it he can find it. we'll see! also people have been saying i'm looking happier recently, ah! :)

you have a baby but you are a baby.

ok so another blogger just pointed out that my posts are miserable.
and i kinda have to agree.
jeez like i'm a really happy person, i have really everything i could want, good friends who support me, an amazing family, more attention than i really want and a pretty decent social life :)

i have no reason to be sad! so i picked this as a visual representation of how i feel, meow :)

plus my cousin was just here and she had a kid like last week and we talked about it all night with some wine, sweeet!

Happysummerblog!

Here's some happy summer pictures to make you smile, i hope you're having a good one :)
welcome new follower, RainboRevolver!

i own none of these pictures by the way!

A dedication to Daniel Coogan :)

this is a blog for my dear friend.

this is to tell you that things can be happy. i want you to be happy. and that i'm sorry, the reason why i couldn't read those posts was because i had too much shit going on in my own life to have to worry about other people. i'm selfish i guess? but in a way, i'm just trying to stop from breaking down under these things, these pressure monsters!

sometimes i think you'd be better not listening to my problems too, there's only so much one person can take.

eek.. x

Legend Lifetimes.

(8) Don't you shiver
Shiver
Sing it loud and clear
I'll always be waiting for you (8)

Life is so awesome right now.. whoa's.

Like i had such a shitty time last weekend.. i'm still recovering.

I still feel shit about it.

But not as much now.

But recently things seem pretty good =/

I'm happy, i'm pleased..

I'm.... satisfied..

Hm.

Went to Belfast again today, was pretty ace.

First of all, I met this dude James when i was getting on the bus, and he just like dumped a tent on the road and got back on the bus and i was like = dude.. and he waved me up to the back where he was sitting with his two mates and like halfway through the bus drive i realised they both had tails.

No joke.

Tails.

And he was talking about 'Furries' and he goes 'but you don't know what furries are' and i was like... "erm.. actually man, i do" and for the first time he actually looked embarrassed, but then was strangely impressed that i knew this. Anyone who does not know what furries are should like.. check that out paha. Was gonna get a pic up here but like.. can't do it :

When they got off the bus they kept their tails on. Bus driver got wacked up the face by james' tail and like his expression was priceless :L

Met up with Roisin and just slummed it out. I got a new skirt :) I really like it, even though it's see-through so i'm just always gonna have to wear stuff under..

This guy tried to get us to go to this gig, and had like a band member on hand to tell us how good they are. I thought that was pretty funny like.. it's like he had nothing better to do than wander the streets trying to convince people to listen to him. And his mate was like "if you two aren't there i'm personally going to hunt ya's down" and we were like TOPSHOP and sprinted.

What else.. Got the bus and my mate was there, so it was good to have someone to talk to.. But it was wierd aswell, like with the history we have etc.. and he's fully on the rebound, even though he tries to deny it.. it was wierd. I stole his hat which was funny. That is a good hat. My life's mission is to have that hat.

So apart from Rois trying to copy me today ("i think i'm gonna get glasses like yours.." "how do you put your hair up like that?") hahaha by the end of the day it was a joke like, she's awesomee :)

Oh and he made me waffles. I love him.

Quote of the day-

"Remember we used to play this? where the FUCK is he now?"

-Roisin on the where's wally? book we found in urban outfitters