Scratch my freakin eye out

it feels like a sunday. im not usually off til tuesday. so i had to do all the regular sunday stuff today. im lieing in bed and my eye is all owwie. i dont wanna rub it too much because my mum told me once if theres anything in there it'll scratch my eye. and that sounds horrible. i've been thinking alot recently about what i'm gonna do when i'm 18. which is scary. because it sorta crept up on me. like this past year has just wooshed by. i won't have changed much i hope. god i can't sleep. but i should try.