Showing posts with label now it makes me feel nothing at all. Show all posts
Showing posts with label now it makes me feel nothing at all. Show all posts

Saturday, 11 December 2010

Therapy Session #8-violent words and empty threats, aint it sick that all these battles are what keeps me satisfied.

i just read old emails, from someone i was in love with. it's like i was blind. i can't believe i didn't see it before, i constantly put SO MUCH into something that wasn't there. i realise what i was to him now.

i treated him like he was the only man in the world, like i was in debt to him because he loved me. i held on to him as if no other man would love me, touch me, or kiss me the same way. like he was the only man with a penis and a mouth. i'm sad we're not friends, but i'm glad i can finally see.