Showing posts with label i once said it made me feel sick to think of him fucking someone else. Show all posts
Showing posts with label i once said it made me feel sick to think of him fucking someone else. Show all posts

Saturday, 11 December 2010

Therapy Session #8-violent words and empty threats, aint it sick that all these battles are what keeps me satisfied.

i just read old emails, from someone i was in love with. it's like i was blind. i can't believe i didn't see it before, i constantly put SO MUCH into something that wasn't there. i realise what i was to him now.

i treated him like he was the only man in the world, like i was in debt to him because he loved me. i held on to him as if no other man would love me, touch me, or kiss me the same way. like he was the only man with a penis and a mouth. i'm sad we're not friends, but i'm glad i can finally see.