Wednesday 8 September 2010

effort.

i'm not going to ask him to talk, or explain, or change.
because i'm so ...exhausted... trying to get through to someone who doesn't want gotten through to.
who think's they're always right.
who doesn't listen.

i didn't understand when my boyfriend started telling me all these things.
i "can't" understand.
i have theories. none he would acknowledge.

i feel like i'm not part of something anymore.
i make the effort and talk to him, getting tiny amounts back.
pointless. and empty.

18 comments:

shelbyisms said...

I don't understand. If he's making you miserable, move on.

Kassandrah said...

i understand why your boyfriend would want nothing to do with you.

DariFace said...

shelbyisms, it's not as simple as that. i don't blog about all the awesome times, usually just when i'm pissed off :L but thank you for your input :)

DariFace said...

and kass, megafuckinglolz, i'm so glad i tried to help you, it clearly paid off. cheers.

Anonymous said...

Kassandra... why dont you focus on your own friends, the ones you dont guilt into talking to you, then when you actually and suprisingly find someone who can tollerate you and your profusive annoyances and attention-seeking depression you can then and only then comment of Daryl's relationships? capiche?

DariFace said...

BAM! :)

Kassandrah said...

Thanks Daniel, i'll keep that in mind.
When the fuck did you help me? by trashing me and my blog?
Maybe if you gave a fuck about someone other than yourself you wouldn't find yourself in that situation.

DariFace said...

you're right i didn't help you, you're beyond help. trashing? yeah sure by making a throw away comment on a blog in which you were slabbering about my mate, that you then weren't even big enough to keep on your blog incase people saw that the shit you were writing about was actually being questioned.

selfish. man you don't fucking KNOW me.

Kassandrah said...

i deleted them because they were bullshit.
you don't know me either, so what gives you the right to say shit about people?

DariFace said...

all i said was that you were harsh, which you were, i didn't say you lied or you were wrong, so i don't see why you're being so horrible like. what you're saying is bullshit. i was only stating a fact.

shelbyisms said...

Dariface, if your whole blog consists of you being miserable, and it seems like you've been posting more often as of late, I say dump him. I'm sure you have something special or whatever, but there are plenty of fish in the sea.

Also, anonymous, grow a pair and show your identity.

DariFace said...

my "whole blog" isnt miserable, i've just been writing a load of sad shite lately, but yeah i see your point about that. and i see how it looks from an outsiders view, but sure whatevers. :)

Anonymous said...

Dump him if he makes you so publicly miserable.

Anonymous said...

Dump him if he makes you so publicly miserable.

Anonymous said...

Dump him if he makes you so vocally miserable babe x

Anonymous said...

kick his ass to the sidewalk!

DariFace said...

aye sure watch me drop someone i'm in love with just because someone i don't know told me to. wise up.

i don't write blogs for people to tell me what to do, i write them because i want to, thanks.

Anonymous said...

only tryn to help babe x