Oh, so pretty!

i got my formal dress finally. it's so gorgeous. oooeeee :) it's like 50's-looking with lots of pretty pink underskirts then the top bit is black lace. i'm gonna wear it with my pearls and white docs i think :) I'M SO EXCITED.

Cute Boy asked me to hang out after school tomorrow. he wants to show me all the original art in the chinese his family owns before it's renovated :( we're both sad about this.

i like that i've made a new friend NOW, after being in school a year and a bit. cool.

ps. hi baste.

Day Six.

Today i found out cute boy from school is thinking about asking me to prom.
and you know. i might say yes.
why the fuck shouldn't i go to my own prom?
jeez, why do i punish myself by denying myself these things.
it wasn't the plan, yeah, but so fuck?
imma buy me ANOTHER pretty dress.

lataaaaa ;)

I. Am. Alive.

what time is it? prom time.

eugh. prom.
everyone won't shut up about it. like seriously. where are you sitting? did you get your dress? who are you bringing? WHO CARES it's like two months away! and although this is all very annoying i'm getting tired of telling people i'm not going. i think they think i don't have a date.

i do, i have four people wanting to go but i promised myself that if i went to prom again it would be with my boyfriend. he didn't get to go to my last and i've been waiting. but we broke up. typical. fuck prom.