lets make a verbal agreement to only kiss each other.

well it's been a week since The Dude showed up on my door, more than a month after we'd said we were cooling things.

it feels like it didn't even happen to be honest.

i feel like i need to put up walls, i need to protect myself this time.

saying that, the whole thing was kinda relaxed. which i didn't expect. i thought i wouldn't be able to stop hugging him. but i didn't want to.

we didn't kiss for ages. in this time i realised we could be friends, which is nice to know... we'll see.