what i wanna know baby, if what we had was good, how. come. you. don't. call me. anymore.

i'm so disappointed.
but i seen it coming.
so i went out tonight, and it was okay! i still feel like i'm in a relationship though, so the man action was minimal. i did the usual and got whatever i could from them then ditched. tonight it was a free lift, ahoo.
i just feel so let down tonight.
everything was bullshit, he never meant what he said. and i was stupid enough to take him back again and again, and believe him again and again.
i'll never be able to be free in a relationship again.
jaded.