today i decided i wasn't going to school.
i'm not sick or anything, i just refused to go.
actually i decided that last night at half 1, when i was a total mess.
i don't really understand it. it came out of fucking nowhere, it was like crazy. one minute i was fine, the next minute i couldn't stop crying and i was thinking all these terrible things that i couldn't get out of my head, i couldn't even sleep through all the stupid crying.
how queer am i.
then i wore a mismatched outfit BAM.
5 comments:
i texted you, :( did you get it? loves you daryl. <3
i did, sorry! texted you back there. thank you for always looking out for me! :) loves you too danman! xx
It's a panic attack I take them about thrice daily and they are horrible. <3
hurmmm see i used to have crying that lead to hyperventilation panic attacks, or just hyperventilation on it's own and i only get them every so often now. not usually just crying and not being able to stop.
i sound like a massive emo.
it's not really a panic attack,but i'm not saying i really understand, cuz i know i don't but i deffo get the whole '1 mintue life is normal, the next the walls are closing in' thing. i get random times like that too. maybe it's just cuz people tend to compartmetalize their emotions, but sometimes the mental compartments burst open without warning and life turns into a mess for a few hours :P
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