It sometimes doesn't matter how hard you try.

my blog has turned into such an on-the-move thing. i dont know if im liking it. on the bus home. my bus route is really boring, it's like a bunch of fields with sheep. the only cool thing was that lonely chicken fred. he's gone now. dammit.

last class was wierd. we got our coursework back, and i'm finally finding my way, the fact i got good feedback made me feel like all the work i've done actually means something. my friend asked me what i got. then stared at his for like 10 minutes. he tries so hard...