Make this go on forever.

Please don't let this turn into something it's not

I can only give you everything I've got

I can't be as sorry as you think I should

But I still love you more than anyone else could

We have got through so much worse than this before

What's so different this time that you can't ignore

You say it is much more than just my last mistake

And we should spend some time apart for both our sakes

The last girl and the last reason to make this last for as long as I could

First kiss and the first time that I felt connected to anything

The weight of water, the way you told me to look past everything I had ever learned

The final word in the final sentence you ever uttered to me was love..

I hate everyone right now.
The only people i can trust are one's i've known for like ten years.
What the fuck does that say about me.
That everyone screws me over in the end.

Fuck all you fakes.
I don't care about being nice to you anymore.
Actually, i won't.
I hope you hate me back.
And then i won't have to pretend.