It all just seems to be how, Nothing I feel pulls at me at all

(8) Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing

Especially when I have to watch other people kissin' (8)

God where is everyone? I want plans for tomorrow dayummm.

Being off is having some downsides tbh. Been doin alot of thinking (ohmyygossh) which is shite. Bro just got home though so it's ok I guess.. he'll distract me with music so it's all good.

Maths is on monday. Pythagorous Therom actually wattt? eugh I can't wait for this to END.

I truely love Lilly Allen's song 'The littlest things' the first time I heard it, it made me cry like a loser lmao..

The first time that you introduced me to your friends

And you could tell I was nervous, so you held my hand

When I was feeling down, you made that face you do

No one in the world could replace you

Sometimes I wish we could just pretend

Even if for only one weekend

So come on, Tell me

Is this the end?

Gorgeous (: This is all I want to know now.... What would it have been like, if everyone had just been honest? eugh I HATE dishonesty! I can't take it, and I don't fucking understand it. If we just had honesty. If I was just told 'No' instead of 'maybe' or 'later' maybe JUST MAYBE it wouldn't be this infuriating. Whatever. I'm not annoyed that it didn't happen, i'm past that. I'm annoyed that I was lied to. Some people are such dickheads no matter which way you look at them. Some people can have so many imperfections. SOME PEOPLE pretend.. lie.. have secrets wrapped in kisses. Some people will never change...