i haven't moved.
i'm listening but i'm not hearing.
music so loud, to drown out the noise.
and yet i am so quiet.

TURTLE read this! :)

hey girl, i've tried to comment you like a dozen times and i can't from my phone for some reason. i like your prom photo. you are very pretty. phew this whole no-comment thing was bothering me.

i'm wierdoemotionalgirl!

golly, i'm crazy today.
my hormones are like up/down/up/down.
i got my phone took off me today.
i thought using your phone in the canteen was perfectly fine. guess not. i told her it was an emergency. she says use the phone in the office. i try to, they say no, but i can use the payphone. "i have no money, could you just ring my momma?" i say. no.
blehhhh i hate school and shitty rules.
5 minutes ago i almost cried because i couldnt find a white sheet.
ishouldstoptakingthepill! it's making me insane.

lets make a verbal agreement to only kiss each other.

well it's been a week since The Dude showed up on my door, more than a month after we'd said we were cooling things.

it feels like it didn't even happen to be honest.

i feel like i need to put up walls, i need to protect myself this time.

saying that, the whole thing was kinda relaxed. which i didn't expect. i thought i wouldn't be able to stop hugging him. but i didn't want to.

we didn't kiss for ages. in this time i realised we could be friends, which is nice to know... we'll see.

the forest was supposed to breathe along with us! goddamn.

first of all, some guy i met one night showed up and shouted in my face "YOU'RE DARYL. YOU GAVE ME A BLOWJOB OUTSIDE THE RAMBLE INN" cheers. clearly not. then someone set his tent on fire and he chucked a bottle at a girl because he thought she did it. then he got the most brutal kicking i have ever seen.

i used some guy as a pillow but i couldn't sleep so i spent six hours rolling joints infront of a fire with my friend. we took the piss out of each other til the sun came up. i loved it :) i missed us.

Blood Money.. and The Cookiemonster

The main purpose for this blog is for a new blogger friend of mine haha a dude called Ross :) his blogs are really awesome ! check him out, on this link that i have called cookiemonster because i think of the cookiemonster everytime i look at his name.

and this is another reason. the memories that this song brings back :)

no one is as lucky as us

this ended up being a pretty nice day.
i didn't get any stupid d+ papers or any of that shit. blerghh.
the sun was out, so matthew, gavgav and myself had a little seat outside, after i struggled with the microwave in the sixth form centre and saying "how does this even work?" (i don't own a microwave)
but gavin helped.
i had soupy soup. (crouton crouton)
and i won nervous THREE TIMES TODAY with matthew.
i am awesome.
driving instructor text me asking me to take more lessons too.
that's it really :)